Life is overwhelming. The ups and downs, the happiness and sadness, the hard work and the emotions we all feel each day...
it's a lot.
I was reminded today of the fragility of life while reading some updates on Daisy Merrick, the little girl with cancer who has become well known through the amazing power of the internet and the willingness of God's people to pray.
I was also reminded of the strength of the spirit and the ways in which we were created to overcome, to conquer, and to redeem so much of the hard stuff...but not alone.
Every single day I find a portion of my thoughts falling to India and the time I was able to spend there serving, learning, growing, and being challenged. I sometimes have a hard time wrapping my mind around the fact that I was chosen to go, me of all people...so broken and emotionally scattered...yet I was blessed with an experience of a lifetime. It doesn't make sense, but it's beautiful and for that I am thankful.
While learning to live again in a place labeled "home," I feel the weight of adjustment every day. I feel the anxiety set in each morning taunting me to feel unsettled and unsatisfied. But I have to fight against what the world pushes upon me because I know I serve a God bigger than any pressure, real or imagined.
Take heart, weary servants, knowing that we are not alone in our pain and our anxiety. Remember to let go of the complexities that make our heads spin and simplify life into one thing: loving God so we can love others. There is immense joy to be found in the journey but you have to remember to allow yourself to find it...